red pill

I was thinking again how Salvia seems like the "red pill", this evening, but it has little relevance to anything right now. Except that I need to be honest with myself, and honest with others when I *do* volunteer information, but probably should be careful of what I volunteer. ...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_pill_and_blue_pill

Also, it's been two days since my most recent chewed salvia experiment, walking home from Greenlake and getting the strong impression that I could get in trouble if I do that at a higher dose (some cop might stop me and wonder if I'm a danger to the public, take me in for questioning, despite Salvia being legal; one in that state may be perceived as being "scary") ... I'm not sure how accurate that impression was, but it seemed accurate at the time. I realized I could not dare attempt an "intense" chewed-salvia experience in public, even if in public means being among total strangers (walking around Greenlake or back from Greenlake). Perhaps that should be obvious to me after an experience I had near the end of a hike, but the context was different and it didn't seem so obvious at the time.