Still mildly frustrated that I didn't sell $4700 worth of options a couple of weeks ago (or at least $2000) but instead got distracted and failed to fill an order, stay out of the market til last week, and make back $10,000 to $50,000 this week by buying a couple dozen options on friday. I *knew* to, didn't I? Somewhere deep down? (I sure wanted to buy on Friday...) But always seem to do the opposite of what I know to do. Anyway, I haven't been very productive since about 1998, so I guess wiping myself out and putting myself $52,000 in debt and in a situation where I don't have rent is a perfect way to force myself to solve these problems. Maybe I'll become homeless in a few days, that might be an interesting experiment while I look for a $30/hr job or better... I'd rather pay my credit cards off faster without having rent to worry about. I shouldn't have to pay rent after putting $600,000 into other people and their property, anyway. 10 acres worth, in total... I guess I should be hiring a lawyer to go after some of that property. But I can't get back the $2 million it's cost me... I guess I should just build a better site than facebook and take over the social-networking world! Or, actually, something more original than that. I have many ideas. I guess I just have to start digging in and trying to implement some of them. Can I do so in time to save myself from a financial crisis? Not really, because I'm already in one.
So this is what having a few leaves this morning takes me to?
Just bring up the same stuff that's on my mind anyway... nothing new. But I'm ranting and raving and practically biting off the head of every contractor that tries to call me about a job opportunity, today. Not good...
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